A LOOK INTO THE PAST

Early April 2006

Trouble finishing projects; don't feel organized, buying things with good intentions then putting them down at home and then the incentive is gone. I have to stop and think in conversations. In May when the time change has normalized in my brain and the sun is shining my energy level goes up and I feel elated. Once again I feel emotionally worn out when I had to give emotional support to Terry. My mood did a down swing and I felt like I never would be able to see the light at the end of the tunnel. This pattern repeats itself in a regular fashion and helps me to better understand bipolar disorder.